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Post by Rain on Mar 5, 2005 22:22:47 GMT -5
I used to meditate ages ago, it looks. I were quite young and I was determinate to get a higher sense of being (whatever this feeling is called; nirwana or something. Yeah, I kinda was a lot into buddhism as well). It did work a little... I only lost my patience having to sit and get interrupted like each minute when I was trying to empty my head..
low- had terrible cramps yesterday high- listening to music and feeling the pain fading away
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Post by presh on Mar 5, 2005 23:01:32 GMT -5
high - i lounged around all day
low - i haven't gotten anything done
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Post by Deatharms on Mar 6, 2005 0:50:25 GMT -5
[glow=Blue,2,300]I've tried meditation in some form before...I used to do it quite a bit, though I haven't done it since my surgery... I quit taking the pain medication because all it did was make me sick, and meditation seemed to help me be able to ignore the pain...
high- Nothing really... uneventful day... umm... I know, I found my favorite hat that has been missing for a week...
low- The headaches keep coming back...
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Post by Freakofftheleash on Mar 6, 2005 7:29:35 GMT -5
Yesterday:
High: had a nice little posting session with rain
Low: Felt crappy
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Post by Rain on Mar 6, 2005 14:43:48 GMT -5
Yeah, it was nice and I'll be more aware and won't assume anything high- listening to music... and having seen the movie Filantropica. low-Im worried and feel abandoned for a week now..
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Post by Freakofftheleash on Mar 6, 2005 15:05:46 GMT -5
Sorry, didn't mean to lecture
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Post by Rain on Mar 6, 2005 15:28:31 GMT -5
You dont! I am actually happy to hear it again from someone else.. I think you never know anyone, and me... someone who tries not to feel surprised has to realise that I can be surprised when I least expect such.
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Post by Deatharms on Mar 6, 2005 20:59:44 GMT -5
[glow=Blue,2,300] high- I finally got to see Tara today... it wasn't for very long, but it's better than not seeing her at all... she'll be coming to town again in two weeks and she'll be staying for a little longer then... I can't wait. low- Just when the doctor says I can go back to work, I won't be able to. The place I used to work is probably going to be shutting down cause there was an explosion at one of the buildings and it was basically destroyed... the two buildings are across town from each other, but they rely on each other... one makes the rough product, and the other does all the finishing work, and that's the one that was destroyed... It's really not that bad because I really didn't want to go back there...(it wasn't exactly the healthiest job to have)... but I at least could have gone back, now I have no other choice but to look for another job, and that's the bad part because the last job was hard enough to find... [/glow]
: Tom Petty- Free Falling
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Post by Rain on Mar 7, 2005 15:11:02 GMT -5
Eek.. lots of bad stuff seems to happen. I hope you will be able to work again.., explosion doesn't sound so good. Maybe with some luck (you do have luck) you will find a better job. I'm sure, anything is possible and keeping the faith and some bit of positivity can help I hope it will turn out okay high- mmm.. Prisionera! Gosh, the part was so good today... and the snow is melting! Yay! low- mmmm.. lots and lots of things. I have a headache, Im bored, I can't write (dont have inspiration), I can't find any soothing music..
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Post by Deatharms on Mar 7, 2005 16:52:04 GMT -5
Today was pretty boring...
High- Me and Tara decided that it would be best if we were just friends... more or less... This might seem more like something bad at first...but it's better off this way in the end... even as much as I like her... I believe it's better this way for now... and who knows what will happen later, maybe once we get to know each other a little better things will be different...
Low-I'm really tired today... and sore for some reason...
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Post by presh on Mar 7, 2005 22:17:59 GMT -5
hey death arms, maybe it is "good" the place exploded ( was anyone hurt?? ) because now you have a chance to do something better. yesterday High: i was in the shower for a minute or so until i realized that i had forgotten to take my glasses off! today Low: i come home with a bad headache
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Post by Deatharms on Mar 8, 2005 0:08:48 GMT -5
It could be a good thing I guess... and no, nobody was hurt... there wasn't even anybody in there when it happened...
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Post by Rain on Mar 8, 2005 2:35:40 GMT -5
yesterday High: i was in the shower for a minute or so until i realized that i had forgotten to take my glasses off! lol That's funny! Mmm... high- I got an address in my dream! Though it probably doesn't exist but Im curious where it will lead me low- unable to use the mp3 player I was given, no batteries
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Post by Rain on Mar 9, 2005 0:32:52 GMT -5
Mmmm... high- I am enjoying some songs, finally! I downloaded some music I always wanted to hear but couldn't.
low- I think I have insommia.. I can't sleep, thats why Im online :s
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Post by Freakofftheleash on Mar 9, 2005 12:32:22 GMT -5
High: Back on the net Low: Was off the net for 3 days I can't believe i missed this: Low- There isn't any damn alcohol left in this house and I am in dieing need of it at this current time, before my arm gets beat-up to the point of it not being there any more... Did your brothers do this?
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