I have NOTHING

[cagedtorment]

Today offically marked the complete and utter realisation of this fact, the one thing that could have saved me...won't.

So now what am I doing, continuing my life, but for what reason? I have no idea. I see everything toppling over very soon. Who can help me? Only one person. What can anyone else say to make me feel better? Nothing.

I am so alone, its so quiet and sad where i am. I work, i collect my pay and do nothing - life has passed me by.

Don't cry for me if i finally bring myself to doing myself in, how can i die if ive never lived?

It's midnight, 24 hours this could very possibly be my last day on earth. Likeliness of me actually doing it? I'd say low because im a little pussy that won't even end it all i hope someone of something kills me.

Don't cry for me im already dead, Peace out my brothers and sisters. Look after yourselfs *looks upwards with teary eyes*

[morbid soul]

trust me there are many people out there who feel the same to be honest I wouldnt try to talk you out of how you feel I dont think of life much but think about it its a good thing you cant go ahead with hurting yourself. As for your job well you should never let that affect you if your not happy its a good idea to try and look for other places theres no harm in trying. Anyway take care and hope you feel better.

[kittyclub2005]

[glow=purple,2,300]I do hope you feel better and have decided to stay with us.[/glow]

[Freakofftheleash]

I know the feeling well.

It's frustrating not being able to offer anything to help you get through the moment...

Life is made up of little moments, they come and they go. Some are bad, some are very bad. I've also heard some are good but I'm not convinced

Rent your self a movie, read a book, play a computer game and wait till the moment passes.

I don't mean to trivialise the way you're feeling and i know it'll solve nothing but I've found that distractions help take the edge of things.