Post by Sharpened Edge on Dec 15, 2004 18:36:21 GMT -5
Long time no talk. Hate to be a user but I really need a place to scream.
Everything's gone wrong today. From the very beginning. I was really pissed off this morning, I slipped on ice and fell in a puddle. Had to go home and change, ended up having forgotten my key inside. Waited until parents came back. I was extremely late and now I'm kicked out of math class until my parents come back (for skipping too much). Then next class I forgot my project and I think I'm getting a big fat zero for that. Got made fun of a little bit, blah blah blah. Ya know, same old abuse really. It gets old when people's only vocabulary is a spand of "freak" and "loser". IT GETS OLD.
My only true friend is pissed off at me. Yeah, I was having a bad day, and to her it didnt seem wrong to shove me into lockers continuously. So she shoves me into a guy, and I really lose it. I whack her one in the back of the head. PLAYFULLY might I add. But hey, that doesnt make it right I guess. I apologized and let her whack me numerous times in return, but apparently that doesnt change anything.
Then I get home, and I get my fucking psycho-poor-excuse-for-parents parents deciding to scream at me because I have an "attitude". Whatever. Apparently I'm aloud to leave home whenever I want now, I have "permission". I think I might take them up on that offer. My dad wants to kick me out anyhow.
That, and when my mom was backing the car into the garage, I saw police tape up ahead so I asked her if that was caution tape. So she was looking and backing up the car and wasnt looking and she snap the side mirror off the side of the car. And now my dad was really pissed at her and I felt like shit because its really my fault.
Then my mom went out to the store and said she'd bring me back food. (It's my brothers 18th birthday so everyone except me is going to the casino) And she forgot. Not that it matters really, I guess I could do with loosingsome ALOT of weight.
Oh yeah, and my cat's dead.
So that's my day, how was yours?
Again, apologizing for the usage of space. Maybe I'll cut this long thing in half.
I thought writing/talking about it was supposed to help? To be completely honest, I feel worse. Glad I'm home alone tonight.
: Escape Artists Never Die - Funeral For A Friend
Everything's gone wrong today. From the very beginning. I was really pissed off this morning, I slipped on ice and fell in a puddle. Had to go home and change, ended up having forgotten my key inside. Waited until parents came back. I was extremely late and now I'm kicked out of math class until my parents come back (for skipping too much). Then next class I forgot my project and I think I'm getting a big fat zero for that. Got made fun of a little bit, blah blah blah. Ya know, same old abuse really. It gets old when people's only vocabulary is a spand of "freak" and "loser". IT GETS OLD.
My only true friend is pissed off at me. Yeah, I was having a bad day, and to her it didnt seem wrong to shove me into lockers continuously. So she shoves me into a guy, and I really lose it. I whack her one in the back of the head. PLAYFULLY might I add. But hey, that doesnt make it right I guess. I apologized and let her whack me numerous times in return, but apparently that doesnt change anything.
Then I get home, and I get my fucking psycho-poor-excuse-for-parents parents deciding to scream at me because I have an "attitude". Whatever. Apparently I'm aloud to leave home whenever I want now, I have "permission". I think I might take them up on that offer. My dad wants to kick me out anyhow.
That, and when my mom was backing the car into the garage, I saw police tape up ahead so I asked her if that was caution tape. So she was looking and backing up the car and wasnt looking and she snap the side mirror off the side of the car. And now my dad was really pissed at her and I felt like shit because its really my fault.
Then my mom went out to the store and said she'd bring me back food. (It's my brothers 18th birthday so everyone except me is going to the casino) And she forgot. Not that it matters really, I guess I could do with loosing
Oh yeah, and my cat's dead.
So that's my day, how was yours?
Again, apologizing for the usage of space. Maybe I'll cut this long thing in half.
I thought writing/talking about it was supposed to help? To be completely honest, I feel worse. Glad I'm home alone tonight.
: Escape Artists Never Die - Funeral For A Friend