I just got shot down

[Austin AKA cagedtorment]

Well I've been liking this one girl for about a year now, anyhow as of late I have been finally accepting it'll never be and trying to move on from it. I'm now twenty and she was the only girl I've ever really been interested in.

Anyhow just now I told a close friend that I felt I had been getting closer to that I like her and see snapped me back into reality by telling me there's nothing between us. So now I've questioned my extreme like for the first girl and been shot down by the other.

The pleasing thing is I've taken it well, maybe it just hasn't sunk in yet though.

Just wanted to share this with everyone, and hope I didn't offend anyone by my choice of words.

[Austin AKA cagedtorment]

Oh yeah I ust thought I'd mention too that she's the first girl I've ever been able to tell that I liked in that way, and that it hasn't affected our friendship one bit.
We have something special now though I feel now though because she told me I'm the first person to say anything like that to her and she's the first I've ever told.

-Austin

[morbid soul]

its always good to tell some one how you feel about them no matter what the out come at least its out, glad its working out and hasnt runined your friendship shows your really close.

all the best now