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Post by Freakofftheleash on Apr 24, 2005 19:10:19 GMT -5
Just wondering how you lot are doing? Have things improved or stayed the same? Any light at the end of the tunnel?
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Post by Rain on Apr 25, 2005 2:16:07 GMT -5
hahaha I'd really wish, if that happens I will be so happy and maybe I wouldn't ever want to die but no.. things are quite the same here. The same argues and the environment is also getting worse. When I came to Holland a few years ago, there was some sort of excitement, very hard to explain... now it looks like people are getting sicker. The halls and the stairways have gotten extremely dirty because teens are smoking (most likely pot) secretly and eating leaving trash behind. I also saw blood spots (I prefer to use the stairs as the elevator isn't too clean either) when I were going downstairs... I live in a building so... Not at all, I don't feel I am better nor has life around me become better. I don't think it will... at least not now. How about you? Do you continue with your life working, feeling... I have no clue. But how are you feeling anyway?
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Post by presh on Apr 25, 2005 9:13:36 GMT -5
Wow! really...me too! sorry rain...i couldn't resist...
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Post by darkerol on Apr 25, 2005 12:32:34 GMT -5
i found the light at the end of the tunnel a few months ago. well, a friend told me where it was without him i could be dead. you all know how hard it is... good luck, there's a light, and you can find the exit! best wishes!
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Post by presh on Apr 25, 2005 22:08:40 GMT -5
so good to hear darkerol! i am still in the tunnel, don't quite see the light yet, but i can't see the entrance to go back either...so i keep going on. i'm in some sort of inbetween state of still feeling a bit low in general, but actively trying to get therapy and learn to take care of myself. its alot to do, so i try to take it slow, but i often get impatient or have high expectations....i just gotta let things happen rather than worry about the ten thousand other things that might or might not happen as well.... but i think i'm on my way how bout you martin?
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Post by Freakofftheleash on Apr 26, 2005 10:43:24 GMT -5
Well i've stopped looking for that ever elusive light... my legs hurt. Besides i've been in the dark for so long the light would probably hurt my eyes. I think i'll just sit here and get used to it... and possibley make my own light if i can find what i need.
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Post by presh on Apr 26, 2005 22:45:52 GMT -5
possibley make my own light if i can find what i need. hey that sounds really good to me. its gotta come from inside anyway, nothing "out there" will do the trick. Well i hope youve found a cozy corner in your tunnel....that is if tunnels have corners...anyway...yeah...
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Post by megoboom on Apr 26, 2005 22:57:44 GMT -5
erm you all have deep replies right now i think i can only muster a shallow reply i guess im just sooo busy busy busy that i cant think much other than get work done this n that.... but i guess im still here thats what matters for now right??!??
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Post by presh on Apr 27, 2005 21:36:39 GMT -5
yup, thats right....sometimes its a good thing to be busy....good luck with all your stuff you have to do...
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Post by Rain on May 3, 2005 14:15:10 GMT -5
I too wish you the same thing badskin, I hope the efforts you do will also get a reward (school, work etc.) Be good!
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Post by megoboom on May 3, 2005 15:14:10 GMT -5
doh i sure hope so semester is winding down n stuff gettin crazy round here aaaaaaaahhhh
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Post by Freakofftheleash on May 4, 2005 23:05:52 GMT -5
At least it'll be done soon. I miss going to college... i could do with the holidays you get while studing.
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Post by princess on May 18, 2005 13:10:04 GMT -5
I miss education it is so boring without it *sighs* But I will be starting college this september I never thought I would be saying that But I am alot happier now so life here I come
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Post by presh on May 19, 2005 14:34:57 GMT -5
der....i thought you started college already... what happened?
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Post by megoboom on May 20, 2005 1:29:08 GMT -5
aaww that is kools congrats good luck in your studies and try to stay focused (unlike me doh)
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