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Chickas
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If God really cared then why did He give me so much pain?

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Please Ana Jul 15, 2005 23:02:40 GMT -5

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Post by Chickas on Jul 15, 2005 23:02:40 GMT -5

I let you down
I couldn't do my fast
I put that food in
I watched the fat grow
I didn't stay up
All night to exercise
I haven't listened to you
I am such a failure
How do I make you proud again
What can I do
To make up for my mistakes
I need you
Please Ana help me
Let me make you proud
I want to get dedicated
I'm going to be bone
No matter the cost

Why am i left with so much pain? Why do i seem to be stuck in my very own hole that seemed to have been dug for me?Why do my tears come out in red? Why cant i just die? Lord why have you forsaken me? Why havent you helped me? Why arent you beside me, carrying me through? Why am I all alone?

Rain Administrator Rain is the name for only, just you. Posts: 2,994	Please Ana Sept 14, 2005 4:33:32 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by Rain on Sept 14, 2005 4:33:32 GMT -5 Repeats: Ana is mean, she's a liar. She wants to have us go so far we die of perfectionism. Literally. I hope you either control Ana or dump her but don't let her control you.
	I'd draw you a sky decorated with a paint I personally can create.

princess Moderator Beyond God 'http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v435/NightAris I believe that if I find a way to better myself I can find a way out of depression Posts: 3,508	Please Ana Sept 23, 2006 10:37:35 GMT -5 Quote Select Post Deselect Post Link to Post Member Give Gift Back to Top Post by princess on Sept 23, 2006 10:37:35 GMT -5 I couldn't agree more I worry about you chickas
	take hold of my life take hold of my heart take hold of my world and tear me apart

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