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Post by presh on Feb 11, 2005 20:49:02 GMT -5
i think those things that just kind of happen are good things....more likely to last then something you had to work hard for
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Post by Rain on Feb 12, 2005 2:28:32 GMT -5
Mmm.. I think too. I'm happy for you badskin, how is he? Is he a nice person? Does he listen to you? Does he know you are depressed and cut yourself? I wish you lots of luck in that relationship, it must be lovely... *dreams away*
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Post by megoboom on Feb 16, 2005 10:30:25 GMT -5
aawww he's a sweety hes like 5 years older but thats ok my mom thinks he looks older anywya ya he is understanding and passionate and....
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Post by Rain on Feb 16, 2005 12:32:57 GMT -5
oooohhh.. *drools* That sounds really sweet. Im very happy for you that you have someone at the moment, you need it. Does he suffer of depression as well? I wouldn't mind if he was older than me or way older, I always kind of like guys who are older than me. I think age is also a source of attraction. Well, speaking for myself then.
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Post by megoboom on Feb 16, 2005 17:18:11 GMT -5
well i dont think he has it he just gets down periods and stuff i think
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Post by nirvanagirl on Feb 20, 2005 2:50:21 GMT -5
Usally in my bedroom i think it's pretty private i usally do it while i'm in bed
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Post by Rain on Feb 20, 2005 7:52:37 GMT -5
I used to do it in my bed but.. due issues at home I am not able to be in my bedroom as often as I want to. I do it on the bathroom floor, pretending to be doing some washing.
Do you have a locker on your door then?
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Post by Paco on May 18, 2005 17:37:39 GMT -5
i cut in my bedroom, the shower, and usually have a razor in my car if it's a bad day i just find a parking lot, and cut the pain away. it really sucks. my scars are very ugly. i hate them.
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Post by Rain on May 19, 2005 11:17:38 GMT -5
Wow, I havent heard before that people cut in their car. But don't people see you? And why do you do it in your car and all the way outside? You shouldnt feel bad about the scars, I know they are ugly.. Some of mine are (some turn black or they swell up), but you arent the only one feeling this way, as many people like you have them. *hug*
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Post by megoboom on May 20, 2005 1:20:39 GMT -5
i usually dont have a particular place to tell teh truth... as yall know
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Post by Paco on May 20, 2005 2:03:46 GMT -5
when i am in my car i go to a parking lot where no one is around. otherwise my house is like a zoo during the daytime, and i don't want to be disturbed (as in someone walking in, not crazy because i already am.). in my car with music i am by myself.
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Post by Rain on May 23, 2005 12:18:30 GMT -5
That sounds like a special place, that would be my room in this case. But I totally understand that 'wanting to be alone part' but it just never occured to me to do it in a car. As I dont even have a car. And as you badskin, I also dont have a place where I wouldnt do it... it just doesn't matter..
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Post by princess on May 29, 2005 14:43:55 GMT -5
well you guys all know that I am a fucking lunatic I do it everywhere I can't think of one place in this town I haven't done it I don't even know that I am doing it most of the time so I must get loads of looks from people oh and paco I know what you mean about a car I find it easier to cut myself when I am in the car I normally drive Matts car to the cliffs and cut myself with music on no one ever notices me I sometimes wish I had the courage to drive off the edge Or I pray that rocks beneath me will give way and I will fall to my death music full blast and razor in my hand
The only time anyone has come up to the car when I have been at the cliffs is when it was like 8 am and I had REM: shinning happy people playing full blast in the car and one of Matts friends was out driving and he saw me driving so he followed me then gave me a lecture about how I am too young to drive and I could die at the top of the cliffs coz it wasn't safe and then he told me how upset he would be if I died
But that has only happened once so I feel safe in the car
plus when you are in a car you can drive far away from everything
ok I have rambled on enough now
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Post by megoboom on May 29, 2005 20:23:45 GMT -5
that is a good point at least that it can get so bad that you cut anywhere and it does not really matter than where it is you cut sometimes you dont notice ... if this makes sense
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Post by Paco on May 30, 2005 1:06:50 GMT -5
i feel cutting has taken over my life. when i am not cutting i am thinking about how i am going to cover up the scars to go to my next meeting for work. everyday things are fine, but meetings i have to cover them up or god forbid wear a long sleeve shirt in 90-100 degree weather.
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