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Post by Paco on Sept 17, 2005 12:07:18 GMT -5
when i said that life is a choice i meant it. if things get bad suicide is always a choice. it is not a good one, but anybody that truly wanted to could kill themselves. nobody monitors you 24x7. i am not saying that i wish you to, but it is an option. saying that life is not a choice is bull sh*t. people that express for you to live are most often just concerned for you well being, and not trying to torture you. those people as hard as it may be are the ones that we have to hold on when times are rough. this may all sound like crap, but i have been dealing with this for a long time. imho
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Post by Rain on Sept 18, 2005 13:32:32 GMT -5
Hmmm... well, I feel like life is something that just happened to me, I couldn't prevent it. I feel like someone tricked me to this place without telling me what I would expect so yeah, now all I have are my own choices. But for me -seeing as I know nothing of the life/world before this one- it will stay as something I had no control over. I'm refering to life.
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Post by Paco on Sept 19, 2005 1:40:21 GMT -5
Life an be ended at any time. this is the choice that i kep refering to. hopefully you will find another way to ease your suffering, but good, bad, or indifferent it death is still a choice.
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Post by Rain on Sept 19, 2005 8:07:10 GMT -5
Do you really find suicide wrong as any other people? Just asking for your opinion as I know this is a topic many people debate over and I still can't believe how people can believe or find something that someone sees through their own eyes as 'good', to be wrong. I think choices should be respected and you always have the right to decide over your life... but do you?
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Post by Paco on Sept 19, 2005 20:21:38 GMT -5
i find it sad at times, but if someone commits suicide, it just leaves me with the impression that that person was in a great deal of pain. the way i see it is that people that put themselves in harms way for fun, such as playing chicken with a train, are not that different from someone putting a gun to their head and pulling the trigger. all scream for someone to help them. it is a damn shame when the call goes unanswered. this is MY opinion.
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Post by Rain on Sept 20, 2005 4:01:13 GMT -5
Though future is unpredictable, I do think if many continued living, they'd just be a miserable soul for their rest of their life. It makes me think about people like Kurt for example. Even famous people who seem to 'have' it all, think it's not 'all'. They still miss something. I don't really think it's always a cry for help... Sometimes you really don't fit here, I think. For some people this isn't a good place to be on, especially looking how everyone is living and treats each other.
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Post by missbrackish on Oct 4, 2005 13:43:58 GMT -5
I've only cut myself once about a year afo, but when I did it was really deep and I still have the scar. I never actually felt what its like to go through a cutting addiction.
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Post by Rain on Oct 4, 2005 16:53:41 GMT -5
How come you cut yourself that day? What drove you to do that?
You can consider cutting like being on drugs a little. To me it's that way. I feel high, and after this feeling is gone, I want more. Thats how I keep cutting.
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Post by Paco on Oct 8, 2005 1:17:08 GMT -5
cutting can become an addiction because when you cut your body releases endorphins, which are natural pain killers giving you the buzz. you can get the same reaction if you go out and exercise really hard.
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Post by kittyclub2005 on Oct 22, 2005 23:45:55 GMT -5
So why don't you gals go out and exercise instead of cut?
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Post by Rain on Nov 2, 2005 12:53:27 GMT -5
lol Exercising? Good suggestion but it's not relevant for me at the moment. Plus I don't like being outside. I would exercise sometimes indoors, now I don't do so.
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Post by Paco on Nov 12, 2005 0:56:59 GMT -5
day 1 again.  sorry but if you don't do it you will never uderstand 100%. |
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Post by zero on Nov 26, 2005 0:01:19 GMT -5
It's definitely hard to stop... I've convinced myself 3 or 4 times that I'm through, and it keeps coming back. Right now it's been about 12 hours, but before that... wow, I think it was a month.
I agree completely, it's like a drug. I compared the two before I even started drugs. So now I guess I have several addictions... and I'm trying really hard to not get addicted to cigarettes.
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Post by Paco on Nov 27, 2005 14:38:35 GMT -5
back to square one again. cutting sucks. |
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Post by zero on Nov 27, 2005 22:02:36 GMT -5
It's official, I'm readdicted. Woopee.
I just feel so... lost. I have no idea what I'm doing.
I want help, but I don't... but I do... >.<
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