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Post by Chickas on Jul 15, 2005 23:28:19 GMT -5
i dont see not eating a bad thing. i mean for me when i dont eat it makes feel good. it makes me feel as though i have some kind of control in my life. eating is the one thing that ive been able to control and it helps me feel good. so whats so wrong with that. i would rather starve myself so i could way nothing and die skinny then to be big. none of my friends understand but they havent went through what ive went through, they havent had all there control taken away from all different angles. so to me i say dont eat i mean its the one thing i live for because im not going to "die" until i make my goal of no fatness on me, i just want to be bone, to weigh nothing
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Post by presh on Jul 23, 2005 13:46:45 GMT -5
but its not bad to eat.... i mean food is great, as long as it is in moderation. it may be that some people don't have to eat as much as others, you know....so some people eat too much and then get overweight. but there is such a thing as underweight which is just as unhealthy and sometimes worse. i really really want you two to find some sort of balance beacuse if you don't eat, then you really aren't in control...your body is. i mean, my aunt is anorexic...she has been forever, she is now 56 years old, and her body is a total mess. her stomach and intestines are ruined. almost everything she eats makes her sick. she can only eat things that are plain. she can't enjoy the things she once did. i just don't want that to happen to you. your body needs some fat to function properly. my philosphy is eat what you crave, but all in moderation. eat when you're hungry, but just til you are satisfied. there is no need to stuff your face. even if the person next to you eats twice as much, that's ok...you don't have to.
ok, i am done now, but i just care about you all. ** huggs **
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Post by kittyclub2005 on Aug 2, 2005 15:35:14 GMT -5
I've never had a problem with food. I can't see how people decide not to eat. It's got to be super hard.
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Post by Rain on Sept 14, 2005 4:07:07 GMT -5
Thank you presh for your care. And it's not so hard, kitty. If you tell yourself you don't deserve food, or want to compete with someone else it's easy to not eat, speaking for myself. Over the few weeks I haven't been here I did loose quite some kilos and now I do regret it a bit as nothing fits me as before anymore.
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Post by Rain on Sept 14, 2005 4:07:55 GMT -5
I am meaning, clothes don't fit me. They all fall off my waist. I'm happy as I'm less heavy but sad I don't have much females curves except some boobs.
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Post by presh on Sept 19, 2005 10:30:25 GMT -5
time to go shopping rain
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Post by Rain on Sept 19, 2005 13:01:38 GMT -5
*laughs, blushes* Yes, you're definitely right, at the same time I don't want to. But I will have to or else they will start seeing me for some weird junkie who got some clothes from charities or something Really, long time no see. WHERE have you been??
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Post by missbrackish on Oct 4, 2005 13:40:57 GMT -5
Well, I do drugs. I never thought about that being self-injuries, but I guess it is. THe only time I suffered from anorexia was when I was on coke really bad and I got down to 68 pounds (and Im 17) But the reson for that ws that meth and coke will do that to you. They'll make you not want to eat, then people either look at you and think your a drug addict or your anorexic, which I think I had a case of both.
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Post by Rain on Oct 4, 2005 16:49:32 GMT -5
Hopefully you're not longer on these heavy drugs. They are really heavy to my accord and you're so young. I don't do drugs but I have seen what it does to people. I lived abroad where the daily life was filled with drugaddicts who glared into containers to seek for food. They were heavily addicted. And if you care about life, you do risk to have it be taken away from you. It would be really sad if that happens. Really, it would be a loss.
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Post by kittyclub2005 on Oct 22, 2005 23:55:26 GMT -5
How do you not deserve food? That just threw me.And, just out of curiosity since i'm pregnant, would you starve yourself even while your pregnant knowing that your unborn baby needs it?
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Post by Rain on Nov 2, 2005 12:58:09 GMT -5
Relatives gave me that feeling, especially when my dad was around. Just his presence intimidated me and I would hide in my room the whole day without eating. But I wouldn't do that if I was pregnant... My body is the baby's shelter, I can't take it away from him/her. I'd care too much about the baby. But in other cases I don't care for myself.
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Post by cagedtorment on Nov 3, 2005 5:14:01 GMT -5
Hmm. Ok here i go -Cutting -Hitting self -Scratching myself til i tore myself up -I work at a fast food chain, i purposedly burnt myself with hot oil and elements -Set parts of myself on fire -Used to do handstands, remove arms and fall headfirst into the ground -Drank my own urine Jackass style -Started fights and allowed to get my ass kicked -Provoked animals to attack me -Snorted ice up my nose and gave myself a bad cold -Pulled my hair out -Put clamps on myself I think thats it. mmm yeah Edit: Starved myself too, how'd i forget that?!? Edit 2: Rammed myself into things like walls and sticking body parts into fans like arms fingers and my head into a ceiling fan. Golly Gosh up to Edit #3 Make myself throw up, and i get drunk when i can - took 8 pep pills once and thought nothing of it.
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Post by Paco on Nov 4, 2005 3:30:02 GMT -5
do you still do these things?
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Post by cagedtorment on Nov 4, 2005 4:44:17 GMT -5
I went a year without cutting, i did it the other night though. All the other stuff i don't do however i find myself throwing myself into walls and pulling at my hair without even thinking about it.
The pills thing was maybe 3 weeks ago?? hmm i dunno, i kinda wanted to do that today but controled myself.
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Post by Paco on Nov 5, 2005 3:46:13 GMT -5
i admire your one year off from cutting. it has been a long time since i have had that, if ever. abusing yourself w/o realizing is common. you do it a certain amount of time doing it it becomes like breathing. you don't think about it. sorry for the slip.
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