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Post by Rain on Nov 9, 2005 16:17:27 GMT -5
cagedtorment, you sound serious. You really punish (torment) yourself badly. It's also something to be proud of that you stayed si-free for a year. I can't imagine lasting that long without doing so.
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Post by cagedtorment on Nov 12, 2005 0:32:30 GMT -5
Me being admired?? Something to be proud of that i failed at controlling myself?
NO, please just no. No offence but I'm no one to be praised or admired.
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zero
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Post by zero on Nov 25, 2005 13:18:09 GMT -5
I think that's a pretty big accomplishment, it's hard to stop cutting, etc. I started cutting about a year ago, and stopped last Feb. Then I started again in April (?) and have been on and off since then. I enjoy partially drowning myself while in the bath, and recently I've just been smoking a lot of pot. A bit too much, I guess... but who's to say what's too much? That's all I can think of at the moment.
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Post by cagedtorment on Nov 25, 2005 22:36:36 GMT -5
Oh yeah, i used to do that as well - drowning myself a little.
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zero
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Post by zero on Nov 25, 2005 23:51:22 GMT -5
See, this is why I officially love this board. Now I know that maybe I'm not such a freak after all.
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Post by 1paco on Nov 26, 2005 1:38:03 GMT -5
weed and cutting go hand in hand fow me. neither are good but are both often. ;D
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Post by lisa on Feb 6, 2006 13:52:42 GMT -5
well... i dont smoke pot. and ive never tried to drown myself. i tried to suffocate myself a couple of times. but thats about it, well, thats not it, ive been cutting for two years too. yeah, thats it.
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Post by princess on Sept 19, 2006 10:40:29 GMT -5
cutting scratching burning head banging hair pulling... just the usual
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Post by thirza on Jan 28, 2007 15:27:29 GMT -5
Hi , i'm new, i was wondering... am i the only one who would go as far as breaking something... not that i don't no how..fingers, hand or wrist... i'm ashamed for my thoughts...
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mord
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Post by mord on Jan 29, 2007 8:00:57 GMT -5
I deliberately broke my finger once, and I've broken other bones through hitting walls/posts/etc when I get really angry. My worst one was when I broke my hand hitting a metal sign, the bone stuck through the skin...it's not good, it bloody hurts and it's harder to look after yourself - you kinda have to go to a hospital or get someone to help you patch it up. Anyway, in answer to this thread, starvation, overeating/vomiting, overdoses, burning, scratching, asphyxiation, punching myself (mainly in the stomach, cos of food), drugs, alcohol, picking scabs, hitting things...my main thing's cutting though...
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Post by ghost on May 12, 2007 21:56:30 GMT -5
you don't have to be ashamed
though its shame that causes us to do that kinda thing i guess
i was really struggling with cutting a few months back , like really bad
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